Will someone please call a surgeon,Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart...

I've been slacking I know.

So it's thursday night, one more day of work and it's the weekend. Working for the weekend is what we do every week. I've realized how disappointed I am when I don't do anything on the weekend, I mean we work our butts off and cut ourselves off from any communication with the outside world for 5 days so that for 2 we can be social bugs and remind ourselves why we go to our wretched jobs every week. Why don't we take one or two days a week and change things up, do something different from our everyday routines that become so apart of us that we could do most anything with our eyes closed. Time outside of what's regular and expected of you is the time most well spent. I want to remember my days,months, and years. I feel like so much time is passing and I don't seem to have memories to associate with all the time past. I don't want to regret things, I want to be apart of them. 

I have been so fortunate to have an incredible Mother who has taught me so much about life without having to sit down and pound it into my head. Her words are so intelligent and beautiful filled with passion. It's inspiring having her in my life. She always tells me to do what I really want to do, whatever it is. The way she lives her life and has lived her life is the way I hope to live mine. She was adventurous( still is) passionate about what she wants, and makes it actually happen. One morning we spent together like many we do, we were reading the obituaries and we came across this woman who just passed. She had the most inspirational story about her life and how she lived it. She was just a poor woman working for nothing, living for everything, I wish I could find her story for you to read, its beautiful and I hope to be half the woman she was.

Her story just made it so clear how important it is to really do what you want to do, and that their isn't any limits to what you can do. If you truly desire it, you can make it happen. It seems so easy to say, but really it's almost that easy to do. We get so wrapped up in the idea that we just can't do it, it's too hard. If we're telling ourselves that we're convincing ourselves it is, and why would you want to limit yourself what you're capable of everything?